Who knows? The past three months in a nutshell...

I'm struggling with God again. Again again again, I know. I have no desire to read my Bible right now, I have no desire to pray. That's not entirely true. I started really praying again these past couple days, It helps, but it's still such a slow process. I wish that my mind would stay focused when I pray, but it just continues to wander. To things that aren't of God, more specifically. Killin' me.